Whiiiine

I'm so disappointed in myself. There are times to keep certain people in your life, and times to let go. I don't believe in dropping people like flies. I'm a firm believer in second chances. But when the mention of someone's name or seeing them in passing brings a knot to my stomach, maybe it IS time to let go, you know? But if I do I feel as if that person would "win" the constant battle we have...

Ugh. This is me rambling as usual, but so be it. Those few of you that read this already know who I'm talking about, and if you can't remember, then you need to talk to me more often! ;)

So as it stands, I will continue to be civil and respectful and keep my mouth shut. No sense in making waves from a thousand miles away!

Ooo, I liiike it!

I like to make stuff! Music, crafts, clothes, curtains, food... all kinds of stuff! And I'm pretty good at it! But here's the thing, I've always been a Jack--no, Jane-of-all-trades. Master of none :(. Really. I'm good at a lot of things, but I'm not great at anything.

I think I've resigned myself to just not having the focus and drive to choose one thing and commit to it. Everything I've ever tried, I've done well. Gymnastics, piano, sewing, baking, school, whatever. But I'm not known for any one of those things because I can't seem to find the passion and patience it takes.

So what do I do? Continue to be "just okay"? I feel like if I can't do whatever I want, whenever I want to, I quit because I'm bored. I need the flexibility that comes with doing what I want to do! Maybe I'll grow out of it, who knows? I'm still young. I've got plenty of time to figure out what I like and stick to it!